SILENCE OF EYES

I wont say i luv u,I wont say i care
Its only the eyes, which makes my soul go bare.

Silently they sing the song of one's joy,
Joy of being dere when one is annoy,

It peeps into the heart & tells the one u care
that words are hardly important, wen eyes are allowed to stare

So let these inhibitions go away,
and let the silence sway,

among the hearts of golden friends
who've always been together through the trends

ups & downs, crests & troughs
all came & left us in cuffs

but we clinged on, to let them see
that true frnds we'll always be.

So let not allow this feeling to bound
into this world's wordy round

& let the words simply drool
to allow this golden silence to rule

Cause frnds we are-not from talks
but truly from the silent walks

ANGEL IN MY CLOSET

ANGEL IN MY CLOSET

The nights were wet,
with rolling tears.
The heart was low,
with the sudden blow.
And then right away
a smile was spread
bought me all the joys in a thread
this little angel in my life
taught me how to strive
with laughing soul & happy heart
he showed me life's meaning from the start
Always wen my heart just sank
he shook me out & emptied my tank
rescued me from all the sorrows
he gulps them all & simply swallows
Always there as a sturdy wall
he takes my life & makes it blend
with laughs & gags; tears & hopes
he's surely one to tie wid ropes
and cling on to at the times of despair
to make me climb the sturdy stair
And so each night, i thank my lord
to gift me this angel wid grace of god


---- dedicated to my sweet bro .. :D

Expressions

Asphyxiated by the suffocating smell of paper….
With laziness paralyzing my thought
The air around is getting offensive
And playing again those games I had already fought

The world around me seems all gloomy
The roomies turn my head upside down
The peers just seem to be in a race of wits
Pulling the stairs from others’ ground

What should I do that I can please everyone?
What should I do that they understand
That the inner me is not as dark
As their glasses perceive my stand

The pure heart within,
Just wants some joy
Some peace around
And to play with a toy

The heart is gentle like a child
Just desires simple & some tender jibes
Some lovely smiles with cozy hugs
To spread the aura of positive vibes.



But the skeptic dismal world
Breaks all your desires,
Places the stamps of preconceived judgments
And shuns few deserved as defective wires.

Ends all the motivation
One wants for oneself
And dictates the laws of life
To convert each into mere Files on shelf

So the torch bearer of my life
Has herself gone blind
With the fancy signboards all shining around
She’s left the correct path somewhere behind

The veils of confidence though still deceives many
And I get some motivation from outside
But the foolish fools fail to realize
That the biggest motivator is sitting beside


Million questions arise like the tides of a river
And leave the marks on sand
The ebbs may disappear in the crests & troughs
But the troubled mind drills deep in my glands.



But a thought just crossed my twisted mind
That why I get boggled by the external crime?
If the murderer is not on my side.
Then I really have no reason to mime

The innermost trust is what matters the most
Our task in hand is o maintain our true nature
And win the hearts of all not by force
But by exhibiting our composed stature

The positive results may not pour at once
Will take some time to change
By shifting my focus on my own efforts
I can cross the lofty mountain range

So with a new stride and a new song in my heart
I forge ahead on the path of glory
To win accolades of success and joy
And lift the heavy souls through my story.

...........BLANK..............

The world seems blank at times...as if noone can see you, neither can anyone feel u....just numb and blank.....
quite usual feeling that im having these days...coz, of continuously under surveillence of my environment...these things slowly killing my inner instincts....my true me....
al im left wid is..........BLANK.............
there's a famous song in hindi....Kora Kagaz.....i obv wont sing it loud...bt the WHITE brain at tyms does become unfathomable....
the calls to our dear ones simply hav silence....silence ruled by muted shouts n screams.,....under the veil of smiles...smiles so big that ppl interpret u to be a joker...just ridicule the things which they themselves bear...why is it that world bears so much of hypocrisy....why cant ppl simply reflect on their actions....why do they build expectations....expectations that all shud simply give them care, love, attention....bt wat do they give in return....................BLANK...... null....
bt a thot crossed my mind...why am i gttg blogged by the outer world, wen the fight exists within...hmmm....maybe cause v live in a social world, n things outside do effect you....

bt u kno wat, they effect u WEN U ALLOW them to do so....
be so adamant in your life with your thots n ur principles that NO one can fiddle with it....
the weekness within allows others to rule ur life..
thats exactly wat im feeling....prob thats d reason im writing this...infact evn wen i m typping.....my brain giving impulses that i mite be bothering others...welll.....just dump such thots my little brain....

its my focus on the clicks of my keyboard which causes all the havoc in the env...if i feel im troubling them....then obv i m...bt if i fell its ok....then it is....the thots of one CAUSES the rest to happen...so relax my tiny winy brain...

self expression is the best medicine..and i guess im starting ot feel it...

thanks...
16/12/2010