The world seems blank at times...as if noone can see you, neither can anyone feel u....just numb and blank.....
quite usual feeling that im having these days...coz, of continuously under surveillence of my environment...these things slowly killing my inner instincts....my true me....
al im left wid is..........BLANK.............
there's a famous song in hindi....Kora Kagaz.....i obv wont sing it loud...bt the WHITE brain at tyms does become unfathomable....
the calls to our dear ones simply hav silence....silence ruled by muted shouts n screams.,....under the veil of smiles...smiles so big that ppl interpret u to be a joker...just ridicule the things which they themselves bear...why is it that world bears so much of hypocrisy....why cant ppl simply reflect on their actions....why do they build expectations....expectations that all shud simply give them care, love, attention....bt wat do they give in return....................BLANK...... null....
bt a thot crossed my mind...why am i gttg blogged by the outer world, wen the fight exists within...hmmm....maybe cause v live in a social world, n things outside do effect you....
bt u kno wat, they effect u WEN U ALLOW them to do so....
be so adamant in your life with your thots n ur principles that NO one can fiddle with it....
the weekness within allows others to rule ur life..
thats exactly wat im feeling....prob thats d reason im writing this...infact evn wen i m typping.....my brain giving impulses that i mite be bothering others...welll.....just dump such thots my little brain....
its my focus on the clicks of my keyboard which causes all the havoc in the env...if i feel im troubling them....then obv i m...bt if i fell its ok....then it is....the thots of one CAUSES the rest to happen...so relax my tiny winy brain...
self expression is the best medicine..and i guess im starting ot feel it...
thanks...
16/12/2010
quite usual feeling that im having these days...coz, of continuously under surveillence of my environment...these things slowly killing my inner instincts....my true me....
al im left wid is..........BLANK.............
there's a famous song in hindi....Kora Kagaz.....i obv wont sing it loud...bt the WHITE brain at tyms does become unfathomable....
the calls to our dear ones simply hav silence....silence ruled by muted shouts n screams.,....under the veil of smiles...smiles so big that ppl interpret u to be a joker...just ridicule the things which they themselves bear...why is it that world bears so much of hypocrisy....why cant ppl simply reflect on their actions....why do they build expectations....expectations that all shud simply give them care, love, attention....bt wat do they give in return....................BLANK...... null....
bt a thot crossed my mind...why am i gttg blogged by the outer world, wen the fight exists within...hmmm....maybe cause v live in a social world, n things outside do effect you....
bt u kno wat, they effect u WEN U ALLOW them to do so....
be so adamant in your life with your thots n ur principles that NO one can fiddle with it....
the weekness within allows others to rule ur life..
thats exactly wat im feeling....prob thats d reason im writing this...infact evn wen i m typping.....my brain giving impulses that i mite be bothering others...welll.....just dump such thots my little brain....
its my focus on the clicks of my keyboard which causes all the havoc in the env...if i feel im troubling them....then obv i m...bt if i fell its ok....then it is....the thots of one CAUSES the rest to happen...so relax my tiny winy brain...
self expression is the best medicine..and i guess im starting ot feel it...
thanks...
16/12/2010
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