DARE TO WEAR THE ROSE TINTED GLASS--DARE TO DREAM

The dreams in my eyes are like rose tinted glass..
Admired by the lot
As a different species n upper class
But as it breaks the truth reveals,
Glass is just a glass…rose tinted it mite be

It’s just the illusion of the colored glory
But the reality is bitter n bright
It hurts u most when u least prepared
And leaves u gasping for some might

The broken pieces if touched n dared
Shall pinch u more than ever
Shall leave the scar, n bruise the vein
With sweet pain n blood al over

But the valiant ones are those who dare
To play with the sharpest knife
They feel the pain n laugh at it
And rule the laws of life

For them the pain is the sweetest gift
The act of valiance is all that counts
For them the rosy tinted glass
Is just the way to surmount

The way to learn the way to rise
The way to cross the leveled bar
Bar which created the hurdles of thoughts
And left the achievable dreams also far

So lets al of us challenge our thoughts
Let al of us finally dare
Dare to dream through the tinted glass
And to look at eyes of life n stare.

SUNSET

As the sun dips below horizon
I see the night getting brighten.
As i hold your hand tight in my palm
I allow the breeze to set me calm
And then like a wind you set my hair
Whisper the tunes slowly in the air,
Slowly slowly i push myself
Deep into your arms' shelf
Cause this is all on whom i trust,
And rely forever for the thrust.
Now my eyes start fooling around,
Pretends to sleep & looks at ground,
And then like the sweetened bread,
You kiss on my twitched forehead;
To let me know you're always there,
Wherever i may look or stare,
And as the time slips away from hands.
I pray to God to hold these strands..
And let the lips only whisper
Ever, ever, ever and forever....

The Gift

Wen my tiny eyes,
Opened the windows of thought
They saw the lonely place
And some of the weird lot

Anxious eyes gazing at me
All stare at me across
Some with waters in their eyes
And some with smily gloss.

The scene was weird,
New and strange
Yet so calm
N pleasingly arranged.

I dunno where I truly belong,
But this surely seems a start
A beginning of a new life
A beginning on a brand new cart.

My life is the gift
I’v got from the lord
I’m sooo happy today
Cause I got the best reward.

The trees, the sun,
The moon, the stars,
The gardens & groves
Spread out so far.

World if this is
Is surely soo beautiful
And life if this is
Is surely worth bountiful

The gift iv got
Il take its good care
Il never let it lose
It never get scare

Days passed, months went by
Years came n went
And the memory of this gift
Got faded n dent
Knowledge n love
Care n emotion
Family n friends
So much of commotion.

So much to do
So much to gain
So busy to live
So much of vain

I got the best gift
The best gift of life
Bt I lost al the luster
And al I did was survive

The life is for ALL
To b live n rejoiced
but the mundane works
make the gift sooo void

So live each day
Like ur gonna die tomorrow
Or else the time shall slip
And al shall feel sorrow

And ul wish again
That u move back the time
Shud have valued the gift
The gift that was prime

Rest all is coated
In the glittery polish
Which fade with age
And leaves all to demolish

So don’t wait
Till the end comes near
Or else ul repent
Of losing ur dear—the gift.

SILENCE OF EYES

I wont say i luv u,I wont say i care
Its only the eyes, which makes my soul go bare.

Silently they sing the song of one's joy,
Joy of being dere when one is annoy,

It peeps into the heart & tells the one u care
that words are hardly important, wen eyes are allowed to stare

So let these inhibitions go away,
and let the silence sway,

among the hearts of golden friends
who've always been together through the trends

ups & downs, crests & troughs
all came & left us in cuffs

but we clinged on, to let them see
that true frnds we'll always be.

So let not allow this feeling to bound
into this world's wordy round

& let the words simply drool
to allow this golden silence to rule

Cause frnds we are-not from talks
but truly from the silent walks

ANGEL IN MY CLOSET

ANGEL IN MY CLOSET

The nights were wet,
with rolling tears.
The heart was low,
with the sudden blow.
And then right away
a smile was spread
bought me all the joys in a thread
this little angel in my life
taught me how to strive
with laughing soul & happy heart
he showed me life's meaning from the start
Always wen my heart just sank
he shook me out & emptied my tank
rescued me from all the sorrows
he gulps them all & simply swallows
Always there as a sturdy wall
he takes my life & makes it blend
with laughs & gags; tears & hopes
he's surely one to tie wid ropes
and cling on to at the times of despair
to make me climb the sturdy stair
And so each night, i thank my lord
to gift me this angel wid grace of god


---- dedicated to my sweet bro .. :D

Expressions

Asphyxiated by the suffocating smell of paper….
With laziness paralyzing my thought
The air around is getting offensive
And playing again those games I had already fought

The world around me seems all gloomy
The roomies turn my head upside down
The peers just seem to be in a race of wits
Pulling the stairs from others’ ground

What should I do that I can please everyone?
What should I do that they understand
That the inner me is not as dark
As their glasses perceive my stand

The pure heart within,
Just wants some joy
Some peace around
And to play with a toy

The heart is gentle like a child
Just desires simple & some tender jibes
Some lovely smiles with cozy hugs
To spread the aura of positive vibes.



But the skeptic dismal world
Breaks all your desires,
Places the stamps of preconceived judgments
And shuns few deserved as defective wires.

Ends all the motivation
One wants for oneself
And dictates the laws of life
To convert each into mere Files on shelf

So the torch bearer of my life
Has herself gone blind
With the fancy signboards all shining around
She’s left the correct path somewhere behind

The veils of confidence though still deceives many
And I get some motivation from outside
But the foolish fools fail to realize
That the biggest motivator is sitting beside


Million questions arise like the tides of a river
And leave the marks on sand
The ebbs may disappear in the crests & troughs
But the troubled mind drills deep in my glands.



But a thought just crossed my twisted mind
That why I get boggled by the external crime?
If the murderer is not on my side.
Then I really have no reason to mime

The innermost trust is what matters the most
Our task in hand is o maintain our true nature
And win the hearts of all not by force
But by exhibiting our composed stature

The positive results may not pour at once
Will take some time to change
By shifting my focus on my own efforts
I can cross the lofty mountain range

So with a new stride and a new song in my heart
I forge ahead on the path of glory
To win accolades of success and joy
And lift the heavy souls through my story.

...........BLANK..............

The world seems blank at times...as if noone can see you, neither can anyone feel u....just numb and blank.....
quite usual feeling that im having these days...coz, of continuously under surveillence of my environment...these things slowly killing my inner instincts....my true me....
al im left wid is..........BLANK.............
there's a famous song in hindi....Kora Kagaz.....i obv wont sing it loud...bt the WHITE brain at tyms does become unfathomable....
the calls to our dear ones simply hav silence....silence ruled by muted shouts n screams.,....under the veil of smiles...smiles so big that ppl interpret u to be a joker...just ridicule the things which they themselves bear...why is it that world bears so much of hypocrisy....why cant ppl simply reflect on their actions....why do they build expectations....expectations that all shud simply give them care, love, attention....bt wat do they give in return....................BLANK...... null....
bt a thot crossed my mind...why am i gttg blogged by the outer world, wen the fight exists within...hmmm....maybe cause v live in a social world, n things outside do effect you....

bt u kno wat, they effect u WEN U ALLOW them to do so....
be so adamant in your life with your thots n ur principles that NO one can fiddle with it....
the weekness within allows others to rule ur life..
thats exactly wat im feeling....prob thats d reason im writing this...infact evn wen i m typping.....my brain giving impulses that i mite be bothering others...welll.....just dump such thots my little brain....

its my focus on the clicks of my keyboard which causes all the havoc in the env...if i feel im troubling them....then obv i m...bt if i fell its ok....then it is....the thots of one CAUSES the rest to happen...so relax my tiny winy brain...

self expression is the best medicine..and i guess im starting ot feel it...

thanks...
16/12/2010